Thursday, August 31, 2006
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
My grandparents have gone home.
Dislikes: Motorbikes
No link, i know.
sisters ah?? BTW! Its teachers day today!!!!! Visit our darling memorable the best ever YISS. Hugged Mdm Norliah and Miss Widya or Mrs Barnwell. Mdm Norliah cried when she saw us. Took picture with Mr Tan and Mr Adam. Saw Mr Low, but i so malu so never take picture with him. DID NOT SAW MDM ROSNAH! For two conservatives years.
our classic history teacher 
mr tan!!! gd looking as usual. but he forgot my name. so sad. COMMON LA WHO WANT TO REMEMBER U LAH IZZY.
cikgu ishak's retiring this year. cikgu hazis have left, never got to see him. 
mdm yahida. she never reali have taught me anythg. but yeah. 
miss widya!!!!!!!! ouh ok. mrs barnwell. <3 her muchios. 
our classic mr chow. metal, acid, metal, acid, hydrogen...
miss rehana. yeah. 
cikgu NOR azizah. hahh! i still remember how she emphasize on the nor word. behind theres beros. 
our darling former form teacher. 
mr adam, "Why u all always like to take picture with me one?" duhh obviously. And we saw the "uuuuuaaaaaoooowheeeeee" singapore idol norman then. HAHAHAAAHA! He "performed" for the teachers. Faz and Has were extra mean today. They critic him real badly.
"Hey Norman!! Whats the number to vote you in ah today?"
"Oh, im already out."
"HAA! Really? I have been voting for you all this while!!"
....
"NORMAN!!!!"
He was smiling and waving at us.
"BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!"
He just...did not expect that.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!! SO MEAN RITE! I know and we're loving it. :)
<3 true love. one of a kind. no link, i know, shuttup! 
with T. Karthig's gone, donno where. 
FNN kitchen table. haiz... Exactly 1 more week till im off to thailand. Dont miss me.
super kawaii :D
Saturday, August 26, 2006
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
My grandparents are going back to their house soon and will not be staying with us anymore. That just plainly means that my house will be damn quiet. Because not having my grandparents here means none of my aunt and cousins will drop by anymore as frequently anymore.
Not having my grandparents here also means it will be the first time Abang Mi's bed will be empty, since my grandfather will not be lying there anymore, to act like Abang Mi.
How extra pathetic and upsetting will my life be can you imagine.
I have been dreaming wierd stuff recently and i woke up wondering why am i dreaming this kind of stuff. . .
Firstly, i dreamt about my Abang Mi, carrying me around the house to somewhere. No one can see him except for me.
Secondly, i dreamt that Teban Gardens, Blk 7 collapsed. My whole family was in the scene, but at different place. I was near to the dustbin area, my dad and Abang Qil was at the carpack/sitting area and my mum was with my grandparents at the 5th level of that building.
The funny part is that, there was this apek coming up to me ten minutes before the incidence and say,"This building is going to collapse, you better go somewhere else," Then he went off. I was in dazed and did not panicked at all. I did not even go to my family members and inform them what i have just heard. Like a zombie, i moved away and went as far away as possible. Then i say to myself, "I think this should be a good view to look at the building collapsing," And i stopped, squatted down and waited, like how people always does to see fireworks on National Day every year.
Ten minutes have passed. And then it happened. The building break into half, the top part being hang halfway for some time and then collapse, and all break into pieces and debris. It collapse to the exact spot where i was standing previously. I can see people falling off, babies being thrown away and furnitures covering them. Cries, wails and screams filled the environment.
I was still watching everything with much interest as if im watching Discovery Channel in tv. Seriously.
Then something struck my mind. MY MUM! MY MUM IS TAKING CARE OF MY GRANDPARENTS AT THEIR PLACE! I look at the half part of the building which was still standing on the ground. I counted the floor levels. Five. Okey, my granparents' house is still safe. Then i saw that a part of fifth level have also broke down with the other top part. It was the kitchen part of my grandmother house.
I began to panic and only then remembered to find my dad and brother. They were still at the sitting area, looking anxiously around. I went up to them and say, "Mama,....Mamaa!!!!" Upon looking at me, my brother hugged me at once and say, "Where have you been!!!!" I just shocked my head and repeated, "MAMA!!!!??" He tried to comfort me and looked at my dad. He's on his handphone. "never pick up,"
At last, she pick up though. Everyone's save. My mum, granny and grandad. My mum says that she is too shocked and were too engrossed looking at outside the window to look what is happening below and did not hear her handphone.
Then, i woke up.
Thirdly, i dreamt something very very lame and SURE WIERD, wierd. Its like Harry Potter series, Proffesor Lupin changing into warewolves. But this time is my very own uncle changing into a dog. During night time, he is a human like usual and during day time he is a dog. Geddit. But none of us knows about it.
Then, my this uncle tried to kill me and my brother. "The dog" chased us all around our estate. Seriously, the dog look really scary!! We noticed that everytime other people if walk past it, it would not give a care. But when it comes to my brother and i, it will stare at us that we would walk very fast and it will start chasing us. It went on for a few days. I get so freaked out to get out of the house. My uncle, will stil continue to come to my house at night to take care of my grandparents. He doesnt look suspicious at all, of course.
Then one day, we saw the dog again. We ran as fast as we could and suddenly there was this man who tried to save us and he killed the dog instantly. We were so relieved. We walk passed our aunt's blk and then saw our uncle lying down with blood splattered around in the lift. I was so shocked and numb. In my heart was like, "My god, another death of my loved one,"
And i forgot the sequence of my dream.
At the end of the day, i got to know that my uncle is the dog who chased me earlier.
I know its lame.
I dont know what is all this dream trying to tell me.
super kawaii :D
Thursday, August 24, 2006
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
^^School Days^^
=stress. assignments.
=sick of school. miss my bed.
^^Holidays^^
=stress. nags.
=more nags.
=miss the school. sick of house.
=nags. again.
=miss the girls plus nesh plus sean plus terrence plus loon plus jonnathan.
=have i said nagging?
Poly should not have holidays. They should like make it, after exam still come to school, but no lessons. Attendance is not compulsory.
Really.
super kawaii :D
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
You used to be my saviour.
You used to be my lawyer.
You used to be always beside me.
YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE. YOU ARE ALWAYS SIDING ME.You are always there to side me when she's in her evil mood.
When she nag me till im in tears. Nag the same old thing daily.
When she scold me like a little child.
When she make me feel that im useless.
When she disapprove me doing things.
When she compare me with the others.
YOU were always there by my side. You will talk back to her. Or at least you will be there to look into my eyes with much love and concern. You will be there. You will always be there.
Where are you now. Why do you have to leave? Why, im so lonely now. Im much more weak, soft and fragile now. Im such a cry baby now.
There'll be no one else to talk to, to complain to. To say, "She always prefer Qil to us. She is so unfair. She never scold Qil one. She never bother about Qil one.. Always us one.."
WHERE ARE YOU ABANG. I WANT YOU BACK. PLEASE.
I know she and he and Qil loves me as much as you do too. But its never the same. Never will be.
I want your company. ABANG.
super kawaii :D
Sunday, August 20, 2006
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
My little cousin is so sweet. I asked her, "You like Nurul Izzah or Nurul Maideen?"
Den she answered, "Nurul Izzah."
Hahahhahahahaha! I hug her sey.
Then next, im studying Child development late at night in the kitchen. Then after drinking her milk, she came in, checking on me. "Kakak, what you doing?" "Studying la.." Then she came to my laptop and check on the music that im listen to and everything. Her old
kacau self la. Then my aunt began calling her to get sleeping. Then she said this to me,
"Bye kak. Take care. . ."
Im like. WHAT??????????????????????????
So cute rite she!!!Suddenly so sweet. She's onli four years old mind you.
Ok thats it. Maybe you dont find it sweet at all. Hah, but who cares.
super kawaii :D
Thursday, August 17, 2006
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
BISAKAH YANG TERHINA DICINTA?
BISAKAH YANG DIBENCI DISAYANGI?
BISAKAH YANG DUSTA DIMAAFI?
BISAKAH HATIKU DIFAHAMI?
Oh Nolli please help me. He's doing it again n im trapped like Siti's lyrics.
AND. i miss abangmi so much. Kak Suhaila still havent move on.
and i donno why did i blog all this here. Urgh. Exams' tomorrow.
super kawaii :D
Saturday, August 05, 2006
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
I miss you. Please, i want to meet you. Please come back home. I just finished crying for you.
super kawaii :D
sisters ah?? 
our classic history teacher 
mr tan!!! gd looking as usual. but he forgot my name. so sad. COMMON LA WHO WANT TO REMEMBER U LAH IZZY.
cikgu ishak's retiring this year. cikgu hazis have left, never got to see him. 
mdm yahida. she never reali have taught me anythg. but yeah. 
miss widya!!!!!!!! ouh ok. mrs barnwell. <3 her muchios. 
our classic mr chow. metal, acid, metal, acid, hydrogen...
miss rehana. yeah. 
cikgu NOR azizah. hahh! i still remember how she emphasize on the nor word. behind theres beros. 
our darling former form teacher. 
mr adam, "Why u all always like to take picture with me one?" duhh obviously. 
<3 true love. one of a kind. no link, i know, shuttup! 
with T. Karthig's gone, donno where. 
FNN kitchen table. haiz... 
